Yet again, i am at home and i have all the time this universe has to offer. I think i should take my mom there with me soon - so that i get all these useful time to do stuff that I wouldn't normally get the time to do - write blogs.
As life squeezes out even that last bit of juice, i tend to think on the funny side of it. I mean let's face it - i grew up as that insecure boy - who was always scared to say a thing to the other guy 'cause i always knew that i had no one to support my family. Got myself eaten up in a rot where life was about being a pessimist with no hope. But now i realize that the small thoughts of how nothing was possible to spreading my arms around in the sky had one little difference - the difference was in my head. The difference was that, as i moved around to more unknown places around this world of mine - i realized that after all - it's not too bad and the planet has more places that i could roam than the lanes i feared to step in my neighborhood. The reason i can make out that difference so distinctly is because i can step into both the worlds as a courtesy of this visit.
But na na, i ain't comparing those two worlds. This post is about converting your adolescence into your teens. Well, when parents tell you to study - you usually feel it as a burden, atleast i did. Then there is this time, when i am craving to do new things at work - as if it's a playground i always wanted to be at. Then you talk about this band - well, you tend to think that you can touch the sky when you jump during your teens but then reality bites you and it brings you down. Same happened to me, but now i wish to see it fly again. Talk about flying and here we are boarding our first flight for a show together next week. I realize the value of all these because i started from nothing. But amidst all these, there's one thing that is still missing like it was missing in my teens - "Love" - like i got it and spilled it all over. Somehow, i feel in this whole process of fighting ways in life - i missed what is actually more important than any of these. No wonder that i shall spend another day tomorrow - as the world would celebrate Valentine's day!
These days when i walk on the street, i feel good, i feel positive for the things i could do and now i don't want to see where i come from - i just one to be one among the rest and walk ahead. This took sometime for me to start thinking about. If someone wants to advocate free thinking - my life may serve as a good example, how it can transform someone. However, in the process of making up for the time from my teens - i hope life gives me back what is more important to me than anything else. If you yearn for the same - don't loose out on the "Drops of Love".
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