Life takes you where you want.

I am 28. I have learnt a bit about life. I am still to know how the nature behaves to my actions but i know a bit about life. There are times i feel the necessity to find out the truth  but most of the times i am happy being lost. I know it's not about wanting, it's more about giving. Less about giving up and more about carrying your spirit  within a earthly body to reach a place you'd call as the fortress of eventuality. It gets confusing at times between what you want and what you end up doing. There are momentary illusions that blind folds one into believing in things that don't exist or doesn't give you happiness, but that's what makes this life interesting. It's a fight within ourselves...after all, we manufacture every emotion, we create one and then we become desperate to kill the same one too.

Think about the last time , when your heart made a choice...O well, you made that choice, but then you didn't care about the consequences in the rush. Then comes a moment, you want to get out and free your spirit...Eventually it's you who did it and only you call the shots to not do it any more.

If you are caught in a moment, lost faith or maybe you feel dejected for being summoned by the spirals...you just need to ask yourself - the choice, like in the matrix - the blue pill or...you know what i mean, it's always a choice. If you keep making the choice to not change...Well that's your choice too, but if you want - i bet Life takes you where you want!


 Try to win back your days
You let them all escape your heart
Now that you've come so far
Why did you have to fall so hard
Look at what you've done
What have you become ...

-- Slip to the void (Alter Bridge)