Saturday, February 16, 2013

This world is driven by implicit choices.

This is my first post of the year. Yeah i have been doing too many things, mostly in my mind. I am never out of time and neither i believe in time leaving ones' side ever. This post is about the time travel i did for an hour or so, listening to one of my favorite artists' of all time - Darren Hayes' album - This delicate things we've made. 

Anyway, let's get straight up to what i wish to convey here. In my retrospection, i found that life is driven by implicit choices. We would get to what i mean by that in a bit. I am sure all of us have had this feeling of getting stuck at a certain juncture in our lives - where we see roads that we never want to walk or we see outcomes that we never want to accept. There are these moments, you wish to break free and get out of but all your efforts give you only a temporal relief and you end up finding yourself in that same old place again. So i thought, why don't i put in my life's perspective and search the answer to such miseries. The outcome of this, really surprised me. It surprised me because it's very simple to understand yet it is very difficult to believe in. 

No matter where we are and what we have done so far in our lives, everything was driven by choices that nature chose for us. When i say nature, i mean the conscience that resides within each of us. Some people popularly call it "decisions made by the heart". Never anyone could be happy or could kill a misery by applying explicit ideas of cure. If you scan through your life, it must be full of those butterfly effect moments that changed the next course of history. It could be from loving someone to making sure you don't have that feeling anymore. From choosing to build a castle over happiness or finding happiness in doing so. You really never know where the end lies or when would one come out of it. This is something that is governed by nature. 

Our human brain has a limited capacity but it has infinite capabilities. It's about dimensions of oneself that can only be limited to certain number of choices but one may possibly do endless things in that one dimension. Our human brain has always worked through substitutions. The substitutions are these implicit choices i am trying to talk about here. Your dearest friend may find a reason in you to quit some of his/her habits. Someone may choose to do the drugs to substitute you from their brains. Someone might want to get into someone else and never care for you. But believe me, whenever there's been something new that came into your life, it always took away something. It could be sorrow that got taken away by happiness or the other way around. This is a little disturbing, if you are a firm believer that there's something called this one thing that is made for you and you are made for it. I personally feel, nothing like that exists in this universe. The universe is actually within you and you define the rules. But the dicey part is, that these rules that you define has a far greater reaction within yourself if they are made explicitly and not naturally. These leave with trails of remorse and a life long sense of a lament. 

So if you really wish things to change for you, then wait for that right moment, when you give a chance to your heart to make a choice on it's own. These choices, could be driven by situations, conditions but the acceptance can only come when you believe in it.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Good one bhai :)
i was waiting for one for long time.

Unknown said...

Good one bhai :)
I was waiting for long for one.